I saw her on the hospital, taking a leave of absence from the office so as I can look after her after her caesarean delivery, and she was a pitiful sight on the hospital bed. She could barely speak, she was swollen all over. She had the smell of a sick person, although she was injected with more antibiotics that I could take in my lifetime, all because, for her love for me, she bore our youngest child Ronn, even that she knew that her pregnancies were getting complicated each time.

Oh, I prayed so hard to Our Lord beloved God, that May 3, that He preserve my beloved wife from lasting harm, and He did answer my prayer. Now, she is so well that she could carry all those heavy laundry without my help, although I reminded her from then on not to carry anything heavy until I come home from work.

I guess I was guilty really not praying as much as I think I should have prayed to Our God concerning my wife's recovery from surgery but I was genuinely afraid of what might happen if in case God...but now I know what I think or fear doesn't really influence God's decision. HE KNOWS MORE ABOUT WHAT WE NEED THAN WE KNOW ABOUT WHAT WE WANT.

Now I have a very healthy wife and newborn who never cease to babble cheerfully everytime I come home, my beloved son, and I have always prayed that he will serve all of God's Will on earth and that my son will glorify His Glorious and Everlasting Name.

Recently our pastor told us to totally trust in the Lord, and that even himself is just an instrument of God's Saving Grace and Healing Power. Was I an instrument of my wife's healing? I hope so.

I take this chance to thank Our Great Creator for making everything alright for my wife and newborn son, who at for months, is the most eloquent baby I've ever heard and beheld.

Oh My Dear Immortal Lord, Lord of All, Kind and Gentle and Merciful God, thank You for curing and bringing my wife from the brink of nothingness to being my companion in nurturing life in Your Beautiful and Glorious Unfolding of Creation that is a Testament of Your Magnificence.

Praised be Your Holy Name MY Lord My God!