I was not there

When you were crying

That piercing cry that irritates me

Neither did I hear you

Cooing contentedly

I did not smell

Your foul smelling poo

Neither was I able

To enjoy the aroma

Of your skin

Bathed and powdered

You were looking at

A very big absence

Incomprehensible to you

But I was

Drowning my sorrows

Elsewhere

Every man you saw

You thought it was

Dada

Papa

Me

But they just smiled

Pinched

At your soft cheek

And walked away

Gone forever

You ran

But there was no

Strong arm

To catch you fall

Don’t you know

My heart ached

For you

Just to call me

Dad?

I’m so sorry

My child

I never wanted

That we be parted

Deep

Deep

Deep inside

Really

Had it been

Another place

I would not want

To leave your side

My child

Can we be together?

Will you forgive me?

Can I make up

For time lost

In this other time

In this other place

Where we can be

Together forever?

1) The Creator will never be fully understood but felt by the creature.

2) Spritual reality cannot be fully understood and explained by material science except perhaps through scientific analogy.

3) The human mind and life is finite, hence, to mankind, the Infinite is inscrutable except on the surface seeming of everything.

4) All religions have a portion of the Cosmic Truths.

5) The Creator loves all of Creation despite of the Horrors happening within.

6) One of the purposes of a creature is to acknowledge and love the Creator even if God has given and also has taken away.

7) There is no such thing as an accident in the unfolding of the universe.

All explanations here are an attempt to expound religious beliefs through the use of scientific concepts and analogies. Everything professed here are in the realm of assumptions, but some are better than the others depending on your subjectivity.

This site is dedicated to the Person and This Person’s God.

As a spiritual entity of Divine Power, JesusChrist has transformed Himself into a subatomic particle sent to the earth like neutrinos streaming from the sun in the speed of light. God, in this form and one might say, copy, constantly streams from Him throughout Creation into the universe, to the earth, as His Immanence.

However, through the redirection and concentration of these particles by the enunciation of His very words in the Mass by the priest and by the belief of the laity, their nouons of seeing Jesus in the bread and wine combine with His particle and activating within the atoms of bread and wine, changing the subatomic structure of these materials, God becomes present within every host all over the world.

Thus, God can make copies of Himself by converging particles of Him within these comestibles that are only empowered with the consent=belief of the communicant.

It is the hyperspace-subspace connection between God and God’s believers that enables the program embedded in those coalescing particles to induce the sense of peace that heals and clarifies thought. As he said “Peace be with you” and “I am the Way, the Truth, and the Light”, He has assured Mankind to give not what mankind wants but what we need: the constant, willed rebooting of the mental software by making the neural pathways free of conflict clogs and increasing processing speed by clarifying priority routes of thought, both facilitated by peace of mind and the light of truth, which the Jesus nanoparticles program carriers bring into the host, converting it into the peace and truth driver and amplified by the belief of the communicants.

Acceptance of the peace and truth light programming released by the Jesus nanoparticles, i.e, Jesus Himself in this form, into the bloodstream and coming into contact with the soul-consciousness at the brain-material-organocyber interface, the communicant will be able to think clearly and more logically, responding to harsh reality more efficiently. This enables the believer to make better choices which in turn become productive and profitable.

Origin and Material of the Soul

As organic bodies come from other organic bodies, self-aware spiritous hyper-energy matter (soul substance) comes from greater self-aware hyper-energy matter. All souls are produced in God, and all return to God.

The soul is the supra subatomic self-aware meta-energy that can be compared to electrical pulses within circuit chips in being the force-energy that determines the function and motion of organic-material bodies/machines.

Soular Existence After Organic Death

Software ceases functioning once electrical power is cut off. The soul, however, continues to exist and be self-aware because like coherent radiowaves in the magnetosphere, the soul’s force-energy is anchored and shares properties with the underlying-encompassing hyper-force-energy-matter that binds the universe and frames the laws of gravity and physics.

Eternity with a Beginning

Hence, the soul, like God, who is the Originator, is eternal. The soul, reproduced by God, begins in human consciousness and retains material experience after death.

Newly Born Soul or Reincarnation of an Old Soul

Reproduction and separation from God as an independent consciousness begins the soul’s eternal existence. Each new born baby maybe a new soul from the very immeasurable body of God. However, old souls are reincarnated by God, “downloaded” into a new body, to fulfill a universe-necessity, a cosmic purpose unfathomable to humans save God, the Infinite Intelligence governing the ordered, designed universe (see Teleological Argument on the Existence of a Designer/Creator.).

That old soul’s consciousness’ material memory becomes subsumed to fit the developmental maturation of the new body (You may not need your spiritous ethereal existence in living a mundane life, nonetheless, patches of old memories, “old programs”, or deja vu, may surface onto awareness once in a while.) A soul may choose reunification with God (Nirvana), the Matrix, or remain independent, sharing hyper-reality existence-consciousness with older, faster “programs”, the Angels, vibrating in a higher world frequency.

The Ideal of the Soul

Every consciousness (every person) will always seek the eternal Ideal, that is, to have a companion, co-consciousness, the Other that affirms the existence of Another. Otherwise, willful rejection of the Ideal or Isolationism, solipsism, and/or narcissism leads to neurosis, psychosis, distortion of self-awareness and outward awareness, and eventually, self-destruction (hell).

Hence, you, a man, as a self-aware spirit-software program, who is also your own hardware meta-material, seeks existential affirmation in your family, your friends, your spouse, and ultimately, in the omniscient, omnipresent perception of the Programmer-Matrix Software-Hardware Plenum, the Parent, God.

If you, a soul, were a website, hits from multitudes of network computers increase data distribution and reproduction, connection and transfer, or would you rather prefer sole attention from an unconnected, unWebbed PC, useless?

Life after Death with God and Other Spirits

At the extinction of the material body, the soul has no other existential affirmation, reciprocity, hypersymbioflow of force-energy except other souls until reunification and upgrading upon communion with God, out there beyond the universe, God’s window to Us, God’s Children.

Logic is a science. Have you watched Contact, starring Matthew MacConnaughey and Jodie Foster? James Woods declared at the hearing of Arroway’s Testimony, the scientific principle known as Ockam’s Razor, ‘the simplest explanation tends to be most plausible’. In reference, the simplest logic, the most obvious, tends to be the most scientific, the most possible, and probably, the most truthful.

Proving that God is out there, beyond the universes, calculating and balancing equations as to the right volume of matter amongst galaxies, the logarithmic real extrapolation of future events affecting trillion of societies and worlds, measuring the right amount of gravitational force for life sustaining solar systems, graphing probabilities of applied chaos theoretics, is actually simple.

Thinking of these participles, one can hardly fault God for not taking the time off to attend your daughter’s birthday. For me, blaming God for human troubles and tragedies is but similar to a child’s bickering, a fool’s complaint. A warrior wounded, attends to fellow wounded comrades, or awaits death on the battlefield. Or dies trying to win for his liege.

We are all familiar with extreme opposites. Hot and cold, fire and ice, big and small, near and far, life and death, singular and plural. Have you ever wondered that the extreme opposite of mankind, the multitudes of finite minds, is a SINGLE INFINITE MIND? Indeed, a finite mind like mine can infer that for the stars and the planets to be in their proper orbits, for the subatomic forces within carbon compounds to behave as they do so that these molecules be the fatty and amino acids that form your very own organic cells, it takes the fastest, largest, and the coldest mainframe unimaginable to calculate and provide the engineering schematics, as well as build those abovementioned, to name a few. This ‘Super Super Computer’ need also to be self-aware to desire man’s creation in the first place, as well as the rest of the cosmos, “and He saw it was beautiful.”

Applying Ockam’s Razor, my simplest statement of proof God is is:

The presence of the reference extreme, that of multitudinal finite minds, is presupposed by its only opposite extreme, A SINGLE INFINITE MIND.

Pastor Starwalker had a vision

One warm cloudy afternoon in 2003, just outside our house in Pasig, in the garden, I looked up to the clouds, that covered most of the sky, you couldn’t have seen the opposite sides of the horizon except the zenith, so it was like a long wide band of white cotton laid across the land. As I was staring at this white expanse, the very middle of the cloud seemed to have parted a bit, and it startled me, because it looked much like an eyelid. As it opened, I saw it had a pupil also, of vapor, of what, I did not know. I could see the top of this cloud, moving, but this ‘eye’ as I perceived it, just stared back at me. Funny, the afternoon sun was directly behind it, so it was bright but not blinding. After a few long seconds, it closed. After all these years, I still wonder what this vision meant.